Wednesday, 3 October 2012

life as we know it

Been trying to get back here since I last posted. Then I started wondering if I'd bother so much with it, as I don't think anyone is reading :/
That never bothers me about keeping a journal but this isn't really a journal and I started it to keep up with people.
Life has been pretty isolated since leaving facebook, to be honest. That's ok with me because it puts things into perspective pretty fast.
I admit that I have places online to keep up with a few people, instagram and my ladiezboard, but there are a few people I've emailed and texted to stay in touch. But its definitely slow going. That's ok. I learned via facebook, not to expect much from people. And that no one was expecting much from me.

After this post I might not visit here very often.
Man, I just typed out a paragraph and hit something and poof, its gone O.o
I don't use the laptop much, my typing skills are not so great any more!

Nothing much is going on. Just the usual cleaning stuff and trying to keep the boys from injuring themselves and each other. Brandon is teething and is quite the lil Mr right now. But he's also very clever at times and cute. And I really do love this time, as his personality emerges, even if he is looking to be a ratbag!

Robin flies out in a week for his first 10 days at his new job. No doubt that will be on us soon enough.

My attempts to make some tangible friendships have failed. I missed the last two ABA meetings mostly because I just didn't feel I could handle chasing Brandon around while I was there. Its not super enjoyable.
Sadly the lady who was friendly has never text me back when I've texted her. I don't know if she is away this time. But I won't text her again.
I still have one friend, in Hayley, but she is quite busy so catching up can be difficult. But I am thankful for whatever visits we have.

'Me' time pretty much doesn't exist right now. Whenever I am alone I'm usually about to fall asleep. Its kinda rough, but there aren't many alternatives.

2 comments:

  1. Just letting you know I do pop by and read but I definitely haven't been commenting enough which kinda defeats the purpose hey, because then you don't know I've been reading. Sorry! I'm sorry to hear the ABA meetings didn't go so well. It can be so hard sometimes. I've been putting off going to a local playgroup because K has been a bit of a handful at the moment and I've been too embarrassed try and make new friends while she is behaving like that. Too bad we don't live closer. <3.

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  2. Aw thanks I'm glad to hear it!
    I know what you mean about the behaviour stuff. Rian can be so anti social and Brandon so full on! I would love to visit you one day, I will be heading down that way next year I'm sure. But yeh I wish we were closer! X

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